i've been thinking of her... i tink it's time i moved on. should i? or should i not? been waiting for a chance to bare my heart to her, but time has dragged on far too long, and ii grow weary from my wait for her a levels to end. am i being too impatient, is my fragile heart's passion wavering at the sight of the multitude of girls in ngee ann poly? well, i only go for certain types of girls, and there's one in poly who's caught my eye, and the feeling of getting to know her better is tugging at my heart, to let go of the feelings i'm having for *******, and finding someone who's at least more conscious of what's happening around her. it's had to make such a decision, and i'm torn between choosing ******* and her, to occupy the space in my heart reserved for that special someone. why is it so difficult to make my choice? my heart's been beoken one too many times, and the feeling of loneliness weighs down heavily on my being... i need to make a choice soon... i need advice... but to whom do i turn? i can no longer hear His voice. i'm drifting further and further from God... need to make a resolution to go back to Him.

legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 9/21/2004 11:29:00 pm.