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Haunted by memories Name: Ben Ho Those who were there for me = Support Irrelevance! Console me ++ tagboard ++ 
My Kawaii Kawaii Sugoi Nihongo Namae is Mecha Demon Sephiroth -Chan. My penis's new name is Oberon the Ultrasonic Hotdog.
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 <$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$> haiz, feel like i'm drifting further and further apart from the yf pple. dun really tink anyone remembers me anymore, unless they see my face in church. which sux, coz i've been there and know the peepz there longer than those who still remember me even though i've known them for a few years. haha... so ironic coz christians are supposed to care for and keep fellow brothers and sisters in Christ in their hearts. haha. guess i'm juz drifting further and further away already. dun really wana complain abt it, but the thought's been on my mind for so long already. might as well juz speak my mind and let my feelings out.
other than these negative thoughts of mine, there's still good news. i realised that, even my non-christian friends are much betta than my christian friends. they are much more accepting of who i am and what i do. hehz. makes life more bearable and livable. my bros are probably the nicest pple in the world to me after my parents. at least they still call me out even though we have sch to meet up and chill. and thats saying alot coz i've known most of them personally for less than 4 years. and then there's my new classmates in poly who are juz a bunch of realli nice guys. friendly peepz manz. i noe i can pass in poly with their help coz they're so much more smarter than me. i tink the only modules i take in which i need no help are IS ORALCOM, IS IAC and LCN. those should be no problem for me. hehz. its all juz reading and stuff. and now... yupz, after the church camp, i feel more revitalized. its like i juz realised that i've got more to experience in life, and i'm reaching out to grasp all that i've missed while growing up. i've got a more positive outlook on life now (actually i've always had a positive outlook on life). i feel much happier, and with an appetite to explore outside the boundaries of the sheltered life i've been leading since young. well... yupz... hope to lead a more fruitful life, one without cigarettes also. i wish my church friends weren't so indifferet abt me qutting... even though i've said tt i wanted to quit for abt 2 years already... wish they'd support me... esp her... haiz. well.. can't expect so much fo people who're so judgemental and petty rite? hehz... PEACE OUT legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 7/07/2004 11:58:00 pm.
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