been havin a bad week... its so screwed up. i've got a twim brother who's so f**ked up. kaoz... its like last nite around 12am (tues) there's no bus, i'm outside and i've got no money. call him ask him to help me pay for cab fare when i reach home. he says he got no money. oh yeah. he keeps changing his damn story all the time. like one time its he got no money, nxt is he doesn't wana withdraw from his bank account. then its he hasn't got his allowance yet. WTF? he gets 200 bucks a mth and hes got no money? and besides tt he got like more than 500 in his acc alone. freaking selfish bitch wouldn't lend his brother 10bucks to take a cab. in the end i had to walk home from jalan kayu. took me like 2hrs coz i kept getting stopped by police coz i wearing my sec sch jacket. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I DESERVE THIS TREATMENT? ......................


i noe its like in pri sch or wad i was damn cb to bra, but then its not as if i've stood up for his selfish ass alot of times. whole day in chs like to create trouble with my friends. and then i whole day haf to settle the problems for him. he gets into trouble, the teachers find me ask me how i teach my younger brother. its so f**ked up manz. and i whole day either chia him drinks, food or wadeva. tts if i got the money. but wen i got no money, he whole day kao peh i dun lend him money. its like he needs coins, i even gif him the last of my money to buy drinks. and then now, i wana borrow money, he ask me what have i done for him. fuk! its like he tells me i've nvr helped him b4, lent him money or wad. and then he says i whole day eat his snacks. how much his snacks cost only? and i take only 1 piece he kao peh like someone die like tt. he thinks tt juz becoz he's younger tt i should give in to him all the time. i've got my limits man... and today i ask him let me use his laptop watch naruto coz he d/l it onto his laptop, he dun let me watch. wtf? he's playing the ps2 and wun let me use his laptop?


he better watch his attitude... doesn't care abt family. only his friends and money. whole day locks himself in his room, talks to my parents only if he wants money and then rarely goes to visit our grandparents. like a few times a year, or if he's desperate for money from my relatives. and the moment his friends call him, he disappears. even when my parents wana celebrate their birthdays, he won't be there. for the past 3 years. i've been the only one there on my parents' birthday dinners. i always will do my bez to reschedule my time juz to accomodate my parents if they wana go out. but my brother doesn't care. and if my parents plan some outing at the last minute, i'd try my best to go. if i can't, then well, i can't go. my bro juz doesn't gif a flying fuck abt my parents and where they wana go. he's really accomodating to his friends. and i also noe tt i'm not the bez example, coz i also shout at my parents, but only if they come to me with their groundless accusations. i don't know why i've got such a brother. and i'm not gonna gif a fuck abt him already. alot of my friends are going ngee ann this year... so he better watch his attitude and how he talks to pple... or he's gonna get into alot of trouble. he wana stay this way with his stupid attitude, there's not much anyone can do to help him.

legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 5/26/2004 05:30:00 pm.