Haunted by memories

Name: Ben Ho
Birthday: 31 January
Residence: Singapore
Secondary School: Catholic High

Those who were there for me

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= Mark Chen
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How to make a Ben Ho
Ingredients:
5 parts jealousy
5 parts self-sufficiency
3 parts empathy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!

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How to make a Benjamin Ho
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1 part success
1 part brilliance
5 parts instinct
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little fitness if desired!

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<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

An eye for an eye makes the world go blind;
revenge's a stick that pokes out your own eye.
Before you go and do what you will,
Think it through and through, don't let it be a waste of a mind.

Revenge, as they say, is so very sweet.
I'd say, I don't give a shit.
A waste of my precious time be it;
I have better things to do, like having a good sleep.

Pieces of time gone by go past my eyes,
tears swell up with every word that's been said.
Actions you did that you didn't think through,
might bring about, our last goodbyes.

Please spare a thought for those who are true,
to those who love and care for you.
Revenge is not a means to an end,
for the day might come, which you'll rue.


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 6/01/2008 01:18:00 am.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

There you are still, can this still be called love?
I wonder.
Lacking arms, upon wings of a Falcon I soar, hardly landing.
Arms that would hold you and promise you
Love, and hope of better times
But only having talons that would rend and tear
I wish you could see, high up why I fly
I'm watching over you.
I wish that you would never run to another
But he has the arms, and I could never figure out why.


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 7/14/2007 05:58:00 am.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

Chrissy


A girl who can steal my world, this Chrissy
I've never met anyone quite like her
Intelligent, nice and pretty, witty too, that it's such a pity -
that I've never met her

Many nights I've chatted with her
On MSN, on the phone; never in person
She brightens up my cold, lonely nights
Upbeat and lively, she's like chilli-padi

Never have I met a girl who can hold her own;
Might be that she's a debater
No matter what we say to each other
I can't find it in my heart to hate her

I look forward to the day I'll meet her
God forbid, that we'll just argue
I just hope we'll get along just fine from there
Because she's the kind of friend I need indeed











legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 2/16/2007 12:10:00 pm.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

She was there waiting for a long time
Waiting for the boy who became a man
Oh, how she longed just to be with him
Even just for a minute by his side
To breathe in his scent and hold his hand
And rest her head on his shoulders
Friends tell her she's just wasting her time
And she wants so badly just to love him again
But she's slowly losing her patience

He sits at his void deck smoking
Enjoying the peace and his bachelor-hood
Everyone thinks hes too much of a slacker to give a shit
People try to match him with various girls
Hoping he'll get off his lazy ass and do something about her
Honestly speaking he cares about her
But he likes his freedom at 20 too much to get tied down

So there she goes with another
And all he can do is silently contemplate it
He can't hope for the better now that she's gone
Too many chances he's wasted and his luck's run out
Now all he can do is move on in life


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 7/17/2006 11:49:00 pm.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

Alone by the road sat a boy who looked like a man
Weary he looked under the moon's glow
Smoking a cigarette he glances around at passers-by
He's waiting for her to come
And come she does in the arms of another
It's the same every night
When he arrives and sits at his spot by the road
Waiting for her, hoping to see her alone
Minutes pass like days and he's burnt out
More and more aged he looks in the pale moonlight
He knows it's futile, but he's stubborn
He longs for love's revival
But she's gone forever more


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 7/17/2006 11:47:00 pm.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

Judgement passed by unseen hands
Cut me with an angel's breath
On wings of blood I fly to the means of an end
Reap the harvest of a victim's cries
In the darkness out of the light

Bless me with the leaf of the Rowan
Cleanse me with the green dragon's fire
Light is falling, the night is calling
Horrors outside whisper my name
Tears inside calm me down

Praise to my father in the dark
Blessed by the waters
Bathed in blood of the many
A life of vengence will I lead
Until the grave will I rest


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 3/21/2006 12:25:00 am.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

Wake me up for another day
I cannot wait to savour your pain
To steal your soul in my quest for life
Passing down my righteous law
I'll seal you in a fate worse than hell

Sate my hunger, feed my anger
Cure my thirst for living fuel
Slice your neck, feel the rush
Let me drink from your fount of life
And fill my corpse with the gift of sacrifice


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 3/20/2006 11:18:00 pm.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

Alone she stands on the tallest of peaks
Though she moves not at all
Far and wide is her gaze, and all she sees
Her body rigid for eons past
In her hands is a simple wooden box
What's contained within, no one knows
All she waits is for fate's call to open it once again

And now is the time
Her hand slowly opens the cover
She sighs in satisfaction once again
A cry is heard in the air as an ill wind blows all around
Sweeping entities from the box all around
Released once again their freedom they savour
The four horsemen of the Apocalypse
To bring death, strife, pestilence and disease is their call

Chaos they will wrought throughout the lands
Rampant their horses tearing through the Earth
Though hope left at the bottom might save the day
Alas with lunacy the box is shut
Arise you horsemen of old and devour the land!
Take the seas and swallow the skies!
Hope will cease to exist outside the box
Hail to the queen, Lunatic Pandora


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 3/20/2006 04:16:00 am.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

A leaf floats down from the tree
Shades of yellow and green with sunlight shining through
Life ebbs from its veins through to the skies above
Crickets chirp and the wind blows
Life that sprung forth now returns
It gives, yet takes much more

Bless me with the leaf that falls off the tree
Fulfill my wishes and cleanse my sorrows
Hear my prayers and calls for justice
Rewards to those who to me were fair
Smote my enemies, show no mercy
No chances given, yet none taken

The crow's cries shake the silence
Vultures circle a coming scavengers' feast
Let not the spirit of vengence rest
Slay my oppressors, let them not survive
Give me not a weapon, my servant
But take my sword, and throw my spear

Spill the blood and drink it
Taste the blood, savour it
Do not waste it, life it gives
Victory is close at hand, hear the dragons roar!
Prepare the funeral pyres, light the fires
Feast on the flesh, and devour the souls


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 3/06/2006 05:03:00 am.


<$Sors Immanis, Et Inanis$>

Thoughts of you fly everywhere
Like leaves off a tree you swirl around me
Memories so old yet dear
Are just empty without you by my side

I want to hold you close
My heart it yearns to be opened
By the key which you hold
For you to enter into and make your home

Don't leave me with dreams
Make me yours and love me true
Though love never dies
Time waits for no one


legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 3/01/2006 04:00:00 am.