tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62442802011-04-22T04:27:41.185+08:00SabetsuForgotten, but never forgiven.legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comBlogger1391100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-17778231345552057872008-06-01T01:18:00.002+08:002008-06-01T01:22:56.041+08:00An eye for an eye makes the world go blind;revenge's a stick that pokes out your own eye.Before you go and do what you will,Think it through and through, don't let it be a waste of a mind.Revenge, as they say, is so very sweet.I'd say, I don't give a shit.A waste of my precious time be it;I have better things to do, like having a good sleep.Pieces of time gone by go past my eyes,tears swell up legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-48669949912960658262007-07-14T05:58:00.000+08:002007-07-14T06:04:56.943+08:00There you are still, can this still be called love?I wonder.Lacking arms, upon wings of a Falcon I soar, hardly landing.Arms that would hold you and promise youLove, and hope of better timesBut only having talons that would rend and tearI wish you could see, high up why I flyI'm watching over you.I wish that you would never run to anotherBut he has the arms, and I could never figure out why.legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-10968789577458892372007-02-16T12:10:00.000+08:002007-02-16T12:44:32.537+08:00ChrissyA girl who can steal my world, this ChrissyI've never met anyone quite like herIntelligent, nice and pretty, witty too, that it's such a pity -that I've never met herMany nights I've chatted with herOn MSN, on the phone; never in personShe brightens up my cold, lonely nightsUpbeat and lively, she's like chilli-padiNever have I met a girl who can hold her own;Might be that she's a debaterNolegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1153151741753403722006-07-17T23:49:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:31.210+08:00She was there waiting for a long timeWaiting for the boy who became a manOh, how she longed just to be with himEven just for a minute by his sideTo breathe in his scent and hold his handAnd rest her head on his shouldersFriends tell her she's just wasting her timeAnd she wants so badly just to love him againBut she's slowly losing her patienceHe sits at his void deck smokingEnjoying the peace andlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1153151356855732892006-07-17T23:47:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:31.057+08:00Alone by the road sat a boy who looked like a manWeary he looked under the moon's glowSmoking a cigarette he glances around at passers-byHe's waiting for her to comeAnd come she does in the arms of anotherIt's the same every nightWhen he arrives and sits at his spot by the roadWaiting for her, hoping to see her aloneMinutes pass like days and he's burnt outMore and more aged he looks in the pale legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1142872726560210512006-03-21T00:25:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.899+08:00Judgement passed by unseen handsCut me with an angel's breathOn wings of blood I fly to the means of an endReap the harvest of a victim's criesIn the darkness out of the lightBless me with the leaf of the RowanCleanse me with the green dragon's fireLight is falling, the night is callingHorrors outside whisper my nameTears inside calm me downPraise to my father in the darkBlessed by the legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1142871831934119552006-03-20T23:18:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.755+08:00Wake me up for another dayI cannot wait to savour your painTo steal your soul in my quest for lifePassing down my righteous lawI'll seal you in a fate worse than hellSate my hunger, feed my angerCure my thirst for living fuelSlice your neck, feel the rushLet me drink from your fount of lifeAnd fill my corpse with the gift of sacrificelegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1142800500023272022006-03-20T04:16:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.622+08:00Alone she stands on the tallest of peaksThough she moves not at allFar and wide is her gaze, and all she seesHer body rigid for eons pastIn her hands is a simple wooden boxWhat's contained within, no one knowsAll she waits is for fate's call to open it once againAnd now is the timeHer hand slowly opens the coverShe sighs in satisfaction once againA cry is heard in the air as an ill wind blows alllegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1141594163024181392006-03-06T05:03:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.482+08:00A leaf floats down from the treeShades of yellow and green with sunlight shining throughLife ebbs from its veins through to the skies aboveCrickets chirp and the wind blowsLife that sprung forth now returnsIt gives, yet takes much moreBless me with the leaf that falls off the treeFulfill my wishes and cleanse my sorrowsHear my prayers and calls for justiceRewards to those who to me were fairSmotelegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1141157465606746502006-03-01T04:00:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.348+08:00Thoughts of you fly everywhereLike leaves off a tree you swirl around meMemories so old yet dearAre just empty without you by my sideI want to hold you closeMy heart it yearns to be openedBy the key which you holdFor you to enter into and make your homeDon't leave me with dreamsMake me yours and love me trueThough love never diesTime waits for no onelegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1140796957892856362006-02-24T23:53:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.220+08:00Watching your back as you walk awayAn invisible fist it clenches my heartA pain so numbing I feel so faintRemembering that you said that you'd wait for meWas that all a lie?In my memories there you'll always beMy thoughts and dreamsYou're my everythingWith the stars shining down as your shadow fadesI wish on the falling star that I'll never seeFor you to be safeFor you to be freeFor you to be legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1140644405424669372006-02-23T05:13:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:30.074+08:00The skies gradually fade to blackAs time passes slowly byFor a young couple standing on the beachLooking at the stars just starting to shineOn the dark canvass of the night skyHand in hand, not a word is saidDeep feelings of love that are mutualNeed no words or action to describeThere's no need for kissingIt's only an action of assuranceThat's too overrated and mostly falseLove that's true needs legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1140642820084831492006-02-23T05:04:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.938+08:00Looking all around me at things near and farSoaking it all in, not uttering a wordEverything and everyone seems the sameYet they're ever changing, evolvingIt seems too fast to hold onTo grasp and wallow in the momentPeople say "stop and smell the roses"Yet contradict all they've saidSlowing for a second, but picking up the pace in the nextNever resting again till the stress hurts so badBut slow legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1140125685131101642006-02-17T05:15:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.789+08:00A life forsakenGrim is my taleNo joy there might beNor hope to grasp ontoLonely roads I wanderThough there are signs in abundanceNo directions do they offerAs I make my way throughThe paths unknownWeary are my feetThat haven't known restSince I was 13Moving slowly alongMy body achesThirsting and hungryI want to stopBut rest I will not findThe eternal slumber I craveTill through salvation I am legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1135554650747719202005-12-26T07:49:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.667+08:00Voices in the night whisper to meReminding me of what once was trueShrugging it all off I turn my backHeading back down the path I've chosenAll regrets left behind meLove vanishes where I treadThough there's sorrow in the airI've forsaken all that I've ever held dearIt's dark all aroundYet nothing do I fearThe darkness I hold dearMelting into it I disappearlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1133743064769184212005-12-05T08:05:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.552+08:00I once knew a girl who was quite plainBut she wasn't an ordinary JaneShe had a mouth that would pierce your heartSarcasm was first nature to herCynism the secondYet she had the biggest heartThat would have a role in many partsWhich you would never seeIf you never looked deep enoughPast the thin, invisible and menacing shieldOf caustic words she wieldsShe could be nicerOf which no one doubtsBut legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1133741141707183092005-12-05T08:03:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.408+08:00Monday morning and I'm feeling the bluesI don't know why I wake up so earlyJust to spend a boring day in school(Is this considered a haiku? LoL...)legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1133740997657185082005-12-05T07:52:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.302+08:00It's raining this December morningSky overcast in greyish-blueSuch great weather to sleep inIt's so coolBut I don't know why I wasted itBy coming to schoollegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1124733123993832942005-08-23T01:37:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:29.190+08:00For Linette, who's feeling down:A girl so sweet with a smile so brightAlways ready to light up someone's lifeBut deep within, though no one can seeLies deep sorrow, there depression hidesBut strong she is, in heart and mindUnlike no other, in darkness she shinesGather your courage, raise your callLet no words, nor weapons, cause your fallLive a happy life like never beforeBut pray lighten your legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1120839823723942452005-07-09T00:21:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.945+08:00Surrounded by lies, and broken insideFor once I saw the truthIt could, from me, no longer hideBroken and weary, sickened withinI face off with the truthBut left with no desire to fight"This be a losing battle!"My heart cries out insideFor once the past is pastWe should pay it no regardlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1120838136704148482005-07-08T23:35:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.848+08:00Passing the old playgroundWhere we used to gaze at starsI didn't know what to do or feelExcept that I longed to be with youSadness welled up deep withinSmothering my beingI wanted to hold you but all I could doWas sit on a bench and think of youThe touch of your handThe smell of your hairThe swell of your breastsAll linger in my mindHow I longed for youTo be with youIs something you will never legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1118338191893466262005-06-10T01:27:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.749+08:00One new poem up. That's the one below... Just too lazy now to actually put more up. Also... I'm too tired... Having no inspiration. Maybe I should move on to a whole new level and start insulting Singapore's education system in my poems. Or find some other unsuspecting victim. Until then. Ciao.legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1118337990240772962005-06-10T00:59:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.651+08:00I've spent life searchingFor that someone specialThe one with the keyTo open the door to my heartAnd I almost gave upThe search that seemed in vainThat no one so perfect existedUntil I met youAt first you were unsureYou said I was jokingYou called me blindFor why would one such as IFall in love with an imperfect girlBut as time passed you came to seeThat your eternal beauty withinEclipsed any legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1112805250863312822005-04-07T00:28:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.553+08:00First light of dawn, light my dayDon't let me go astray, from my chosen wayI've left that sad life, so far awayMy back turned on a cold, dark roadTowards a worthy existanceNow 19 years of age, not a teen, barely an adultFighting hard for a future, but nothing's guaranteedI pray that, God willing, soon there'll be celebration, not mourningAs night breaks into day, and a new dawn awaits.legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1111235120764464232005-03-19T20:11:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.457+08:00I lay my head down on my pillow, whilst silently thinking of herThe one who brightened up my life with caring and kind wordsAnd I wonder, if who I am to youIs like what a flute is like to it's loving ownerWho desires to be one with the instrument he playsLearning for a lifetime to bring harmony to the music he createsBut as I lie on my lonely bed and darkness surroundsI silently yearn for her legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1110052762048375892005-03-06T03:54:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.344+08:00I wish for a timeWhen i didn't have to dreamTo have the things i want to haveTo be the person i want to beBut if that wish was grantedAnd life was good and simpleThen women would be easily understoodAnd i wouldn't be hereOn the internet everydayPutting on these random bullshits of minelegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1104075339622623902004-12-26T23:34:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.219+08:00i've already written so many new poems... just haven had the time to go type them and post them on my blog. sad... major tests in 4 weeks!
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1103126114451007402004-12-15T23:40:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:28.099+08:00A season for joy and giving arrives
And the sounds of festivities abound
Hope for company and happiness
Escapes my life as reality unfolds
With no friends around to share
This time of love and warmth
Loneliness abounds here
In my world of sorrow and pain
The light it escapes me
As darkness envelopes my life again
Alone I traverse this path of life
That I cannot leave
So much so that I wonder
Is legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1103124597569921212004-12-15T22:44:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:27.977+08:00The day you said
Those words so cruel
In my mind they stayed
Through the day it mocks me
At night it haunts me
Echoing through and through
And it breaks my world
Each time I hear
The words that cut
My fragile heart deep
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1103039422610407192004-12-14T23:35:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:27.854+08:00Love
A word so hard to understand
A feeling that is hard to suppress
So hard to ignore
Something hard to explain
That happened deep inside my heart
From the moment I first saw you
You caught my eye
And your image was seared into my mind
So much so that I cannot forget you
No matter how hard I try
No matter how much you doubted my worth
I still love you
And though my world will come to pass
There legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1103038481296152382004-12-14T23:23:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:27.717+08:00(The following poem was actually written for this girl that I like and was supposed to be private and not blogged. But then... I guess it's not possible between us now that she's got so many new guys in her life. So this is it...)
When you are near I'm in a daze
You just take my breath away
Every single night and day
You will never fade away
In my mind you'll always stay
Please believe me when Ilegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102266926977098012004-12-06T01:12:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:27.483+08:00life starts anew
every single second of every day
and for every birth there is a death
a cycle that doesn't stop
which replaces someone old
with someone new
but not everyone who dies is old
i wonder when it will be
when will it be my turn
and who will take my place
i think it will be soon
but it will be a boon...
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102101721891517882004-12-04T03:15:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:26.588+08:00There she stands right before me
Framed by the diamonds in the sky
She makes her way towards me
I cannot help but notice
Her mesmerizing eyes that captures my soul
And her warm smile that melts my heart
There's no one else around
It's just her and me here now
And as I take her warm, soft hand
I know that she's the one for me
And not just a pretty face
Which you see on the streets
She'll always belegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102101311656180812004-12-04T03:11:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:26.467+08:00Dawn breaks, and I open my eyes
I look around and listen in silence
There's nobody here
Everyone's gone
family and friends, neighbours and all
All vanished, gone without a trace
Why did they leave me
Where did they all go
Leaving me all alone
Just as it gets boring
I hear a shrill sound
And open my eyes
To the start of a brand new day
*I was just lying in bed, bored and stuff... when i thought legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102101007807522122004-12-04T03:02:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:26.367+08:00I saw you looking at me
I thought it was interest
But it was not meant to be
Love struck one party
Unfortunately it was me
And my love for you grew
And you didn't know
That through your pain
I was there by your side
Holding you up
Never letting you fall
And the moment he comes back
With that sorry look on his face
You go running to his side
Never once looking back
Not so much as a glance
To the legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102100507782250932004-12-04T02:50:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:26.266+08:00Through the mirror I saw you
The one true self that you hardly show
I've seen the tears that you've cried
And the wounds that you've borned
All emotions and thoughts bottled up inside
Just to live a lie of faux happiness
Would you open up your heart to me
To let me live deep inside
I ask from the bottom of my heart
I want to share your pain and hurt
To be the one who'll be there for you
Everytimelegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102099823998651632004-12-04T02:37:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:26.162+08:00There's a girl
Her smile makes me swirl
My heart beats faster
My pulse it quickens
As she draws near
I look on with envy
As she pays no attention to me
But looks at other boys
I know she's not interested in me
But my heart will not wander
My feelings for her are true
Stronger it gets
As each day goes by and I lament
Why won't she notice the potential
For me to be her one true love
Maybe she's legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1102099052976619542004-12-04T02:31:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:26.063+08:00A sorrowful sigh escapes my lips
And your image appears
Framed in my mind
I start recalling
About the days gone by
Of the times we spent together
The happiness we once shared
But then u suddenly left
Me standing alone
With memories so dear
That I wish you were here
The distance drawn near
And if there is something
You want me to change
Do give me a chance to
Don't leave me in solitude
Come back legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1101397924295416572004-11-25T23:41:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.951+08:00Through the mirrow I saw you
The one true self that you hardly show
I've seen the tears that you've cried
And the wounds you've suffered
All emotions and thoughts bottled up inside
Just to live a lie
Would you open your heart to me
Let me live inside
This is all I ask
I want to share your pain and hurt
To be the one who'd be there for you
Everytime you fall and cry
I'd wipe away your legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1101397229677376072004-11-25T23:27:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.824+08:00There's a girl
Her smile makes me swirl
It makes my heart beats faster
And my pulse quicken
As she draws near
I look on with envy
As she pays no attention to me
But looks at other guys
I know she doesn't like me
But I don't care
My feelings for her are true
And stronger it gets
As each day goes by I wonder
Why won't she won't notice my potential
To be her one true guy
Maybe she's shy
But I legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1101396425726764682004-11-25T23:15:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.705+08:00A sorrowful sigh escapes my lips
And your image appears
Framed in my mind
I start recalling
The days gone by
Of times we speant together
The Happiness we once shared
But you suddenly left
Me standing alone
With memories so dear
I wish you were here
The distance drawn near
And if there is something
You want me to change
Do give me a chance to
Don't leave me in solitude
Come back inlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1100281098627454292004-11-13T01:25:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.598+08:00tears leave my eyes
streaming down my face in little trails
sadness tears my heart,
which cries out in anguish
and i ponder
the way that i have chosen
thoughts that i possess
and things i have said
why should i bear these thoughts
of a love so distant?
and should i follow my aching heart
which could great friendship
which we know exists
or continue to hurt in silence
as my heart legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1100034154762447062004-11-10T04:59:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.494+08:00tired. in a very bad mood. jian min called me to go out. i dun wan. charles called me. said tt they were all cycling. went to meet them at the coffee shop nxt to hotel 81 in balestier. found out they weren't cycling. got even more pissed off. charles's gonna get it from me when i see him again. one punch is not enuf. the end.
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1100025394824466282004-11-10T04:30:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.390+08:00not realli in a good mood now... all tt optimism i have fades once... i get into a bad mood... realli tiring. it's only abt 6 mths since i've knew u. not tt long, neither is it short. it was off to a good start, nothing much, but at least there was something established. i may seem quiet at times, i might not look you in the eye, coz i'm juz shy. i dun normally look girls in the eye, coz yeah. legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1099213978263071092004-10-31T17:05:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.282+08:00raindrops patter against my window
the night is cold
and my mind is heavy
as your words meant in jest
fills me with sorrow and hurt
what i once felt for you
it no longer exists
pictures of you in my mind
they slowly evaporate
i want you out of my life
because you never apologised
But can i?
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1098828901593182382004-10-27T05:54:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.169+08:00haix... monday nite... went to ralph's hse. drank abt 100ml of jack daniel's... and abt 400ml of beer. and beer and hard liquor's not supposed to be mixed. subsequently got pushed into the jacuzzi. came out all wet and cold. mo'fos... and then started shivering and all. started talking nonsense... and sms-sing alot of things that i didn't actually wana say. esp to pearl. i wasn't the only one. legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1098306705768521122004-10-21T05:08:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:25.067+08:00Standing alone in the pouring rain
With raindrops keeping me company
For no love I feel
My life it kills
As the days go by
Slowly, but surely....
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1098224175253811772004-10-20T05:33:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.968+08:00too long i've walked this lonely road
a solitary figure flanked by darkness
as the cold bites through my clothes
i turn around and in the dark i see
that the path i've taken here seems like forever
and the road ahead seems to stretch for eternity
through it all i've longed
for the times we once spent together
holding hands with hugs in abundance
as if a new day would never dawn for us
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1097523113443693402004-10-12T03:31:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.870+08:00something stinks in my room. of what i do not know. but it smells like something died in here -.-"
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1097350491893452652004-10-10T03:22:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.773+08:00i dun even noe why i'm still going to amkmc even though i'm feeling like some little kid tt pple always make use of tto do something. sick of it. i'm way ignored unless someone has something for me to do. so sickening. i tink the only frens in church now are moi bros justin and jianmin. both start with j and be such jerkoffs at times. but tts wad i love them for. at least they treat me like a legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1097273554755710862004-10-09T06:06:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.677+08:00i swear i'm right pissed now. tt mo'fo moses who's messing with esta's blog is really starting to get on my nerves. if i find out who he is, i'm really gonna go haf a good talk with him on how to behave towards girls and not act like he's such a big f**k sexist and all. he's prolly a nerd hiding behind a computer screen jerking off to pictures of sailor moon doing tt "oh-so-act-cute" salute of legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1097087572493110332004-10-07T02:20:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.574+08:00looking through the mirror of my life
as time passes by
vivid glimpses of memories
float by my slowly closing eyes
as i think of you
before the last breath i take
and suddenly i realise
that you meant more to me
than i could ever comprehend
but alas!
all is lost
and you'll never be by my side ever again
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1096998818723160002004-10-06T01:42:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.464+08:00nothing begets nothing
and anger cannot bring happiness
you always had a thing to say
about my life and my ways
that you never considered what i had to say
always believing that you were right
when you were wrong
and that things you said would bring definite change
to the path i've taken in my life
but once again
you said something wrong
and now the new route i'm planning to build
to legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1096998160414281852004-10-06T01:36:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.366+08:00my thoughts flow endlessly
dreams it unfolds
but there's no one beside me
to share these moments of joy
where once happiness abounded
now lies filled with sorrow
meaningless are my days
without you i wonder in a daze
searching for memories lost
without a trace
i try again to embrace
the grace of love you brought to my life
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1096997786116737472004-10-06T01:29:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.256+08:00haiz... having no mood... no inspiration or motivation to do anything. it's like my life's hanging in a state of limbo. mom's been nagging me abt my smoking amongst other stuff. and tt f**ker bryan's not helping things much with all tt oil he's been adding to the fire. sometimes he should juz stfu and stop making comments like its damn cool to do so. he should grow up and learn tt pple will like legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1096387968963805292004-09-28T23:49:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.160+08:00Dead to the world
no solace I find
my mind wonders in sorrow
but no answer will it find
thoughts swirl in turmoil
beneath a seemingly calm facade
imprisoned by time
and sentenced for life
my soul cries out
for freedom so easily bound
and until the key to my heart is found
here i shall toil
till you unlock my binds
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1096386372771051992004-09-28T23:38:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:24.056+08:00my mind cannot comprehend, the feelings in turmoil
my feelings for one, and for another
both in my heart, which cannot be shared
love unquenched, ends in sorrow
friendships broken, true friends lost
a choice i will have to make
may end with bitter cost
that which was sent with love, may return with sorrow
what is left to be seen, counts on the morrow
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1096301410390863012004-09-27T23:41:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.954+08:00There's a place called sorrow's end
where the forgotten make their way to
and memories gather
drawn by cries of lonely souls
seeking the company of the living
and comforted by the presence of the newly departed
in death do they rejoice
free of the aimless pursuits of life
but unable to reach the home of eternity
and thus wondering the earth
reaching out with invisible hands to grasp
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095954210316864222004-09-23T23:31:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.867+08:00first things first. tuesday nite, during the volleyball inter-class competition... almost beat up someone... its complicated. as team captain, i was supposed to go for some lecture, and aft tt sign my team under a group and name, we were given E3, but then i went for karate and didn't go for the talk. so someone else signed under E3. and we were put down as D4. so there was alot of confusion the legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095784110878929282004-09-22T01:21:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.765+08:00standing in a field, all alone
gazing at the passing clouds backed by a bright blue sky
as the tall grass sways gently with the breeze
the subtle beauty of all i behold
cannot compare to the lovely vision that is you
and once again i lament
for having let you go
when you were the one who opened my eyes
to the beauty of my life
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095783486876246152004-09-22T01:07:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.671+08:00silently i wonder, about you and me
as the days grow old
i wonder about who i am to you
my place in your heart
am i to you what you are to me?
winter comes, and my body grows cold
but as you appear in my lonely mind
my heart warms
with thoughs of your gentle, loving touch caressing my pale skin
i wish you were here by my side
as my eyelids grow heavy
and my vision blurs
inlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095782709035742182004-09-21T23:50:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.577+08:00i lay my head down on my pillow, whilst silently thinking of you
the one who brightened up my life with caring and kind words
i wonder, if who i am to you
is like what a flute is to its loving owner
an instrument to lovingly play and become one with
learning for a lifetime to bring harmony to music he plays
but, as i lie,
i silently yearn for your touch of grace in my life
to legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095781162740676842004-09-21T23:29:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.486+08:00i've been thinking of her... i tink it's time i moved on. should i? or should i not? been waiting for a chance to bare my heart to her, but time has dragged on far too long, and ii grow weary from my wait for her a levels to end. am i being too impatient, is my fragile heart's passion wavering at the sight of the multitude of girls in ngee ann poly? well, i only go for certain types of girls, andlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095608590445937782004-09-19T23:41:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.384+08:00arghz!!! going bonkers! been comparing girls with ******* alot! am i going crazy? a girl, "do i look better with my hair tied up or let down?" my reply? "oh, u look better with ur hair tied up becoz ******* ties her hair up" -.-" ARGHZ!!!!
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095601614798902612004-09-19T21:43:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.282+08:00nothing much been going on around me. i'm feeling stagnant, like the water that breeds mosquitos that suck our blood. wait! kinda like wad i do, leech off others. lol. juz damn bored. can't study. no mood. haf to start soon. exams coming in october... i need someone to study with me. i want her to study with me. behind her block, at the study corner, with no one to disturb us. i would jump at thelegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095177759486885322004-09-15T01:00:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.190+08:00today, at block 73, some gay guy made a pass at me. i mean, like, wtf! he winked at me. and i was like... so friggin shocked. my frens started to tease me abt it. and i dun wana elaborate further.
other than tt, its official. i hate volleyball to the core now. dun ask me why. even though she likes vball, i'm not gonna like it coz she likes it. fuck vball. its ruining my life. and becoz of it, i legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1095003557213920542004-09-12T23:26:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:23.077+08:00why should life be so cruel to me? is it becoz of the decisions i make? or is it juz the fact that i'm overly considerate to the feelings of others? i can't seem to stop wanting t help others without finding the solution to all my problems. maybe i'm juz hiding behind a huge facade that screams "I'M FINE" to all who care to ask. kinda not how i wanted my life to be.
why do you keep away from me?legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1094485354596589122004-09-06T23:31:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.977+08:00hehz... another day, another gripe... skipped DEL lecture today. went to the bank and then home to get my bicycle to cycle to kebun baru cc. it was friggin raining. enjoyed it though. qte fun, except tt i removed my mud guard and the rain kept flying into my face and onto the back of my shirt. F**K... why the hell did i remove my mud guard in the first place? sianz.
badminton sukked today... hadlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1094244000845568972004-09-04T04:24:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.885+08:00another hardcore friday for me... shiz.. still feeling the effects of sleeping only 6hrs the previous week. went sch for oral com in the morning feeling so fatigued...then went for iac... dunno why, but it seems like my iac lecturer has a soft spot for me. of all the pple in class, she only jokes and talks in a manner which only long-time frens do. ewww... and she muz be like 30++... i'm freakinglegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1093759492549807242004-08-29T13:46:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.793+08:00its been so long since i went church on sunday. the atmosphere is so different from that of cell group. people form up in their cliques on sundays...and they dun bother to talk to anyone, unless they're from their own clique or there's something they need to ask u to do. its so fucked up. wish things weren't this way. already my cell group's already so fragmented, with little cliques here and legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1093736188322465482004-08-29T07:22:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.693+08:00feel like crap... had about 6 hrs sleep this whole exam week. n i haven had any sleep since friday morning...
well... saturday... end of common test... went to my granma's hse... cut my hair too. well... i'm blogging this at 7.22 on a sunday morning without 2 nites of sleep. bear with me. saturday nite went to meet jm at piazza (beside ps) to chill. caught the arse - nor match too. arse won 4-1.legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1093425486784418652004-08-25T16:53:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.601+08:00i'vebeen studying real hard... so hard. and it's really hard for me to adapt to this new life of mine. never studied from pri 2 until sec 4... and now i haf to start... so tough for me... haiz...
math paper was yesterday.. i tink i'm gonna fail pretty badly. the paper wasn't tough. its juz the fact that the paper was all about a math, which i didn't take in sec sch. and also the fact that i legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1092949418220220942004-08-20T05:03:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.497+08:00haiz... supposed to be study break... but i've only studied like 3 hrs this week... wednesday nite supposed to be studying with daniel.. in the end we eneded up playing cs and gunbound. hahaha... at least met up with daniel. haven seen him in like 6mths. sianz. whn i meet him up to study, we either sit down and chill, watch vcds or play game and discuss politics (becoz daniel realli detests the legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1092433932525865252004-08-14T05:48:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.403+08:00firstly b4 i go into details, i wana thank GOD for the blessing, mercies and healing He has given me. THANK YOU FATHER!
well, early friday morning i had only 3 hrs sleep... then woke up at 6am to go to school for oral comm. then after tt i went home for lunch. had lor mai kai, noodles and biscuits. hehz. then at 1pm, i left on my bicycle for school for pe... i was sick tho. thank God for friendslegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1092152860910209722004-08-10T23:45:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.316+08:00well. i'm mentally unsound. depression seems to be the order of the day for me. somehow i tink its related to my smoking habit. should realli stop this f**king bad habt. can't seem though... no one's realli supporting me... esp her.. she said she would... well...
then again, i haven been obvious in anything. its juz tt people make wild guesses and then ask me abt it, then presume that wad they legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1091984866138745442004-08-09T01:05:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.220+08:00well... i've been better. still having flu. having headaches on and off, and my nose's been dripping like a tap. wish people were more concerned abt me. seems like no one's asking abt my well being at all. like i'm non-existant until i juz pop out and say hi to them. *sighz* no one said life was easy, but it shouldn't be that people go all out to mke it hard for you.
well.. guess the secret legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1091025965172583542004-07-28T22:42:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:22.106+08:00why care so much about LIFE when there's the AFTERLIFE? hehz. sometimes the thoughts about death and all seem so appealing to me. sometimes i wish i were dead... so there'd be no more sorrows or depression for me. however... then i think about me loved ones, and i start thinking about all the fun they'd have without me around. so yeah, i guess i'm sticking around for a while more to make life aslegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1090772064640875262004-07-26T00:04:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.974+08:00to put my feeling into actions and speech would be really difficult for me. for me, to put what i feel into writing is the easiest. this blog i keep is the best outlet for all the negative and positive feelings that i just want to let out, but can't through words or actions. *sigh*
been feeling really down these past few days. not really showing how i feel to those around me. i feel as if i've legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1090518781092039462004-07-23T01:35:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.865+08:00yoz... recently got a job. hehz. part time model. din realise tt it was so troublesome to go past the interview. first i had to go do a photoshoot... to do my portfolio. wah $288 lehz... expensive sia... but luckily got jianmin there. he lent me the money. at least jianmin is a nice guy. he's a great fren who supported me all the way through the thing. he made me feel more comfortable with the legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1090167161283594542004-07-19T00:11:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.761+08:00sianz... dunno which pao toh kia saboh me tell "her" i like her. sianz. wtf. life muz go on though. hehz. i shall not be overwhelmed by this sense of loss! haha.
legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1090083968952881052004-07-18T00:47:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.648+08:00friday was good for me. after volleyball i went with weijun and jeremy to the bukit timah market to eat. jeremy brought his sister along to join us LOL. hahaha... i tink now he wun dare to brig her to sch liaoz. this is an inside joke so not many pple will get it. then after tt i went to check out karate. it was damn fun. there's this realli cute girl from plmgss lol. she's cute. realli cute. legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1089820546958475672004-07-14T23:46:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.541+08:00hi!!!! siaoz... say hi to who? lol... so sianz. haha. discovered that i've become more extroverted since i started classes in ngee ann. lol. haha, its like i've made more friends (even though my course is mostly math and i hate math, actually i loath math but WTF can i do abt it? lol). in the first week, i already knew like half the class. now, the third week, its like the whole class has bonded legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1089732089964414212004-07-13T23:09:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.451+08:00LoL. Lessons have been damn funny so far. esp those with male lecturers. hahaha. can joke and joke and joke whole day. lucky i still got study. and i hope that today's math and lan cabling and networking(LCN) test i can pass. LOL. haha. well... i shuld change my lifestyle soon. hehz. my current lifestyle will kill me if i dun stop it.
its like my biological clock has gone bonkers. wake up for legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1089217955236671412004-07-07T23:58:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.360+08:00haiz, feel like i'm drifting further and further apart from the yf pple. dun really tink anyone remembers me anymore, unless they see my face in church. which sux, coz i've been there and know the peepz there longer than those who still remember me even though i've known them for a few years. haha... so ironic coz christians are supposed to care for and keep fellow brothers and sisters in Christ legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1089131495947355372004-07-07T00:24:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.264+08:00well it sucks. today aft sch went cycling with ralph and isaac. kooichi n kenji actually came along too, but left like aft 45mins to go home to eat dinner. lol they really mummy's boys sia. haha. so ralph, iz and i cycled aorund the ang mo kio and bishan area b4 sitting down at lionel koh's void deck to talk n chill. then lionel came down. and so i started saying i was gonna quit smoking... then legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1089036710351780402004-07-05T22:09:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.176+08:00school sucks. electrical engineering sucks. at least i made some new friends, so my 3 years isn't gonna be a waste of my time. i pray tt i'll learn something useful during my time in ngee ann and not waste my life, juz like when i was in catholic high. yupz. hehz. pray tt i'll be able to get good results for my exams so that i'll be able to go to university nxt time. legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1088582607196302502004-06-30T16:00:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:21.079+08:00haiz.... now in school... yesterday tried to blog, but damn power failure cut off all power and i couldn't use my laptop coz no batt. well... school is damn sian... i'm having a really important module taught to me by an old retard who hasn't taught in like 5 years. wtf?????? and his actions are realli comical. he doesn't even noe how to use a laptop and talks in a realli funny way. lol hehz... legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1088419751977315052004-06-28T17:43:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.960+08:00I muz say. bintan's nirwana resorts is a really lousy place to hold a church camp. the staff there are friendly and the beach and swimming pool are ok, but the service is lousy and the stuff there expensive. imagine waiting like 4 hours to get a room. and then having sub standard food being served in the restaurant. i wished they held it at desaru instead. the resort there is much nicer and the legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1087911572179596412004-06-22T21:36:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.842+08:00haiz... lost my hp yesterday. so sianz. hp gone... now gota save up to buy another one. so sad... not much money to go buy another one straightaway. so infuriating. how the heck did it drop outta my pocket anyway? wtf... guess i gotta go without a hp for a week or so now... sianz.legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1087587717032954212004-06-19T03:34:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.738+08:00arghz.... bored as hell coz no one tags my blog sia... kaoz... hahaha... but no worries there. juz bored. hehz... juz collected my laptop on wednesday 16 june. after uz 8 hrs with my laptop, i got bored of it. I WANT THE FERRARI LAPTOP!!! but well... i kinda find a laptop so troublesome... even though its portable, its like u gotta carry a charger around... sianz... besides, i rather use my home legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1087315839958218532004-06-15T23:55:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.564+08:00been qte a while since i've blogged. but well, been pretty exciting for me these past few days. went cycling for almost a week in a row. well, also went fishing at lower pierce too, on different days. the 4th time i went to pierce reservoir to fish, cleverly using nets this time, lionel, ralph and i caught 4 nice sized "soon hocks" or marbled goby. then next time lionel and ralph went alone, theylegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1085854064149348552004-05-30T01:49:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.466+08:00weird things have been happening to me as of late.... its really freaky...last wednesday morning abt 1am while walking back from jalan kayu, i saw this really big white bird atop the playground in the park opp amk national library... i juz walked faster to a brighter area... near some blocks of flats... aft tt nite i began hearing weird stuff late at nite and seeing fleeting glimpses of "things" legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1085565165514535362004-05-26T17:30:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.372+08:00been havin a bad week... its so screwed up. i've got a twim brother who's so f**ked up. kaoz... its like last nite around 12am (tues) there's no bus, i'm outside and i've got no money. call him ask him to help me pay for cab fare when i reach home. he says he got no money. oh yeah. he keeps changing his damn story all the time. like one time its he got no money, nxt is he doesn't wana withdraw legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1085386595578646042004-05-24T16:13:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.265+08:00wassup ladies? lol :D last saturday was such an unlucky day for me. first my rear bike tyre punctured on saturday nite, then later when i took my bro's bike out to cycle. i lit a cigg in the lift, then at the ground floor got out to meet ralph. knn... it was damn suay. din realise my dad was talking to ralph at the lobby. with the cigg hanging out the corner of my mouth i exited, to see my pissedlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1085237908910357082004-05-22T22:50:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.153+08:00wah kaoz sianz la.... today supposed to go meet frens sia... but becoz of SOMEONE'S suay mouth ah... now cannot go cycling liaoz... MY BLARDY BACK TYRE PUNCTURE LA KAOZ. 2nd time back tyre puncture in 2 mths. and recently my front tyre punture also abt 1 week ago. now my blardy back tyre puncture again. ah... but also good la.
at least now my tyre puncture i also wun go out so much liao... becozlegendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1084749568075968692004-05-17T07:01:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:20.042+08:00hey yo!!! yeah... juz came back from fishing at pierce reservior. hehz... was damn exciting last nite. i met raphael at 11plus last nite. we went down to lower pierce reservior to fish. first we fished along the water bank. catching no fish coz we realised tt the water there was too shallow, we went to the "jetty", actually a short structure leading out to the deeper parts of the water. there we legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1083546680581836262004-05-03T08:36:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:19.929+08:00yoz... juz came back for cycling the whole nite... and this is gonna be one hella of a long blog entry... I'll go by chapter... like C1, C2, etc, u noe, tt sorta thing...
(C1) i went out around 11 plus to meet lionel koh, koochi (kkj), isaac yeo, raphael, and sylvester poh. first stop was to lionel's hse to pass him ciggs then head on to kkj's hse. met syl and kkj first coz lionel, issac n rap legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1083380843564632702004-05-01T10:57:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:19.818+08:00well... i juz came back from another night of cycling wif my current droup... and OMG... its like the brotherhood is like breaking up. now there's 4 groups... 1) My group - cyclists ( lionel, kooichi, isaac, raphael and me), 2) daniel's group 3) andre's - soccer, 4) eleuther's group... so sad... realli...
well.. the cycling was great. i tink i'm gonna start doing it every friday night. its legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1082636732827375142004-04-22T20:17:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:19.716+08:00its quite disturbing, that i haf quite disturbing dreams every nite, eva since i retook my o levels last year. its weird coz last nite my dream was like... u noe dawn of the dead tt movie? in my dream it was like signs of zombie infestation was imcreasing... so it was like i was supposed to save pple, and we all noe life is of the most importance to us. well... sad to say, the moment i got my legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6244280.post-1082398993120440122004-04-20T01:58:00.000+08:002006-11-17T01:58:19.609+08:00i feel that there's a gap growing btw me and the someof the friends i have in church. its like now i almost no longer interact with them. its sad, that friendships that u build over time, which u thought could be strong enuf to stand the test of time, could disappear in a short time. its juz like there's this guy in church, who called me one of his good frens, and used to bug me the whole time legendary_slackernoreply@blogger.com