i dun even noe why i'm still going to amkmc even though i'm feeling like some little kid tt pple always make use of tto do something. sick of it. i'm way ignored unless someone has something for me to do. so sickening. i tink the only frens in church now are moi bros justin and jianmin. both start with j and be such jerkoffs at times. but tts wad i love them for. at least they treat me like a fren and not someone to order around when there's something that has to be done but no one else around who wants to do it. tt sucks.


and what's this bull i hear tt i'm not being friendly and open enuf? i frankly think tt i'm one of the most open minded persons around in church, always accepting opinions and such. this is crap. and only irritants like tt andrew ng always bugs me with inane questions. i'm also qte sick of pple looking at me as an older bro. makes me feel so unwanted. like someone who's good to haf around when there's problems, but who can fuck off when there's fun to be had. seriously, no one calls me for anything tt happens in the POP zone.i always hear about events from second or third hand sources. esp jianmin or justin. they're the only likely ones to call or sms me to update me when there's something going on. i swear tt the only reasons i'm still staying in amkmc are for God, jianmin and justin. juz can't seem to find other reasons. and for my bros, i'd stay.

legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 10/10/2004 03:22:00 am.