nothing much been happening to me... its been obring week after boring week. feeling the urge to do something stupid aft weeks of being like a sloth, though without the trees to hang from. the only interesting thing was going to my cousin ivan's wedding on saturday. found out then tt he's my god-bro. -_-;; a little wols. even jing-cha to him n his wife... even got ang bao to take. then on sunday was his wedding dinner. so many relatives around tt evertime i wanted to take a puff i had to sneak outta the hotel. good thing though, could burn all the calories frm the dinner by walking to and fro. lolx :D well... the only stupid things tt happened during the wedding were stuff like the powerpoint slide show.


Wife: I asked him what kind of wedding he wanted. ivan: One that will make you my wife. C'MON it like tts so kame, retarded and stupid, albeit funny. wad kinda wedding doesn't make someone a wife or husband? lolx haha. and the drinking was outrageous. ivan had to swallow every single drop of wine or brandy his friends handed him. well... he drank so much but wasn't drunk. but he did do alot of retarded things like stand on tables and chairs and proclaim his love for his wife... -_-;; well, compared to my bro, it ain't tt bad. juz 50ml of brandy made him as red as rudolph's bloody nose. lolx.


well... anyways, i dun feel like going church anymore... it's like i used to like going becoz i felt tt pple were so warm and forgiving in church, so outgoing and all. not saying everyone is cold, but somehow i juz feel left out from it all. not tt i dun go and mix around. its juz i get hostile signals from so many pple. though i've made some new frens, and even though pple say tt I should go there for God, its like no man can be an island. so what if pple say tt going to church doesn't make you alone. if no one's gonna be there for you, can u claim not to be an island? isn't it a joke? well... i haven been to a sunday sermon for almost 6 months, i need a break to sort out my thoughts. a long one. i hate going every saturday and sunday and most of the time pple frm the same cell juz split up and go to their own little cliques, like the others dun exist. well... fuck it manz. i wun haf any of tt shit no more coz i dun wana be there to see everything rot.

legendary_slacker was haunted by memories on 3/09/2004 04:44:00 am.